I’ve had a few jumbled thoughts knocking around in my mind for the past few days. Bear with me as I get them out and into writing; they may not all make sense, and they are only marginally connected, but hopefully by writing this I can perhaps make some sense of it.
1. I feel like I’m on the verge of something big. Ever since I left Christianity, I have been searching for who I am. My faith was so intertwined with my life that there was a great deal of damage done when it was ripped out. I thought I had essentially figured out who and what I was back in high school, but now I find myself having to go through the process all over again, trying to define what I am and what I am not.
I went to a party last night at the house of one of the girls I work with. It was certainly an interesting night. Things started off pretty normal, and other than the fact that I didn’t really know anyone there, it was decent. Then, as people got more progressively drunk, it got crazier. They had water guns that they were spraying each other with. That got the floor really wet and slippery, so then they started throwing water onto the floor to slide around on. Of course, the next logical step was to put some dish soap on it, and then put a tomato in the microwave to watch it…Continue Reading