Today, I just don’t feel like talking about anything. Last night I did nothing. Today, I was away most of the day, up in Toronto helping my sister move out of our house and into her apartment with her friends. While that’s always a joyous occasion, for some reason I just don’t feel like discussing it right now.
Tonight, I face the prospect of having nothing to do once again. I’ll find some way to entertain myself, I’m sure, but I’ve had no chance to even think of doing something with someone else today, since I’ve been away with no way to call up my friends and figure something out. Angelie told me that she wanted to go to the beach today; I’m not sure if that ended up happening or not, but I told her not to tell me if it did, just because I didn’t want to know that other people were having fun while I was stuck with my family, moving boxes in and out of a truck.
Tomorrow is the beginning of school. That just doesn’t seem possible. I feel completely unprepared for what I’m about to face, and the fact that I really don’t know what I’m walking into means that there really was no chance to prepare anyways. People have told me that I’ll get used to it, and I’m sure I will, but that doesn’t help with the first few days, when I’ll be confused and disoriented beyond belief. I’ve never been to a school with more than a couple hundred people in it – and in four years, I’ve never been to a school with more than twenty-five. Anyways, I’ll just have to suck up my nervousness and take this whole school thing head on, like a man. Going home at the end of the day, curling up into a fetal position, and whimpering may not be what a “real man” would do, but I’m sure at the end of tomorrow, I’ll be needing to embrace my inner child. I guess all I have to say is that I have no clue what to expect – and so I’ll just have to go for it and hope for the best. I’ll have to adjust, and as much as I hate doing that, it’s just what I have to do, so I’d better make the best of it and do it as soon as possible.
That’s about all I have to say. I just noticed that all four of these paragraphs start with T. Woohoo. Anyways, I’m pretty tired right now and I’m not very interesting, so I might as well just end this pointless entry and go find something to do. So that’s it. This entry is now officially over.