It seems that my blog has been the topic of some discussion – quite surprising since I figured no one even read it, or if they read it they never posted comments. Angelie told me she liked my writing style, and I felt all special after that, went around with a big inflated ego – actually not really; my ego is more of a deflated inner tube, but it at least told me that my writing isn’t total crap, which is always appreciated.
As for those of you who seem to think that I’m either “not completely over” a certain person or that I blog about them a lot, I’d like to set the record straight, and I’ll try and be as clear as possible. First of all, please believe me when I say that I am completely over her. I would not go out with her again even if given the chance, and that’s not an insult pointed towards her, just a decision I have made. I have changed my standards of what I’m looking for in a girl, and she no longer fits the criteria. I wish her all the best and I will definitely continue to try and be her friend, but I feel no attraction for her anymore.
As for blogging about her “a lot,” let me set one thing straight: this blog is about me. This blog is about what goes on in my head and my life, and unlike what some may think, yes I do have friends and I do interact with people during the course of the day. I also have a past that involves people, from which I try to learn. My posts about her explained the situation that went on in the past, and then went on to talk about the decisions I have made since then. The focus is most certainly on myself. Does that make sense? I interact with others, and sometimes I talk about that, but those posts were about the choices I have made as a result of my interactions with her.
Now that I’ve explained myself, it’s the end of the discussion. Onto better and brighter things we go…